my life (:

Too much hatred

2011-11-23T21:13:00.000+08:00

Oh, fuck you.

What goes around comes around.

2011-11-22T23:46:00.003+08:00

Told my friends about you and they agreed how jerk you are.
you made me feel like dirt.
i got back my share of karma,
and i hope you will have karma too.

In another life.

2011-11-22T00:34:00.003+08:00

Just made some hard cold decisions.

(While reflecting in the toilet, haha!)

I used to have such high standards, no smoking, no flirting, loyalty etc.

Why did I make myself so miserable because of you?

Why do I have to bring such pain to myself for someone not worth it like you?

Please remember, once i leave, it's your loss, not mine.

Katy Perry Sings The One That Got Away on X Factor - The X Factor Live 2...

2011-11-01T04:29:00.000+08:00

From Quek's blog

You're the echoes of my everything.
You're the emptiness the whole world sings tonight.
You're the laziness of afternoon.
You're the reason why I burst and why I bloom.
You're the leaky sink of sentiment.
You're the failed attempts I never could forget.
You're the metaphors I can't create to comprehend this curse that I call Love.

You're the one that got away.

formspring.me

2011-09-05T02:00:00.001+08:00

Ask me anything. But please don't be tiko. :D http://formspring.me/jolenequek

Seasons change, but some things doesn't

2011-06-08T11:58:00.001+08:00

Blogging, I will be back soon.

2011-05-27T02:07:00.004+08:00

I didn't realised how much I missed blogging (haven't blogged for half a year now) until I went back to read my previous posts. Teared for don't know what the fuck. I guess I still feel empty till now thinking of all the memories. Too many things happening right now, sometimes I wish I can get a getaway myself, to sort out all these thinkings.

So recently we just completed our first year of Chapman Uni majoring in Creative Producing. It's back to hell-yeah Ngee Ann again for two years. Made a few couple new friends, but I still miss the bonds in FSV which I feel are irreplaceable :) Uni life as compared to poly life is not that much hectic, however i heard year 2 will be a rollercoaster ride. Managed to scrap through the first year with two nice short films done, namely "Let's Not Waste Time" and "Filial Haven".

Our poster for "Filial Haven", starring Nic Shen & Chen Mei Guang

Be back to blog more frequently, i love how private this space is now compared to Twitter, Facebook & Tumblr, but yet all my truest, deepest feelings are being exposed here. If anyone still reads this, I really appreciate and think you're someone whom I will want to treasure :)

Back to December

2011-05-27T01:48:00.005+08:00

what could possibly explain for that outburst yesterday?

it was silent, it was quiet, and only one person know.

was it too quick of a step? did i progress too fast?

I'm so glad you made time to see me

How's life? Tell me, how's your family?

I haven't seen them in a while

You've been good, busier than ever

We small talk, work and the weather

Your guard is up, and I know why

Because the last time you saw me

Is still burned in the back of your mind

You gave me roses, and I left them there to die

So this is me swallowing my pride

Standing in front of you, saying I'm sorry for that night

And I go back to December all the time

It turns out freedom ain't nothing but missing you

Wishing I'd realized what I had when you were mine

I go back to December, turn around and make it alright

I go back to December all the time

These days, I haven't been sleeping

Staying up, playing back myself leaving

When your birthday passed, and I didn't call

Then I think about summer, all the beautiful times

I watched you laughing from the passenger side

And realized I loved you in the fall

And then the cold came, the dark days

When fear crept into my mind

You gave me all your love, and all I gave you was goodbye

So this is me swallowing my pride

Standing in front of you, saying I'm sorry for that night

And I go back to December all the time

It turns out freedom ain't nothing but missing you

Wishing I'd realized what I had when you were mine

I go back to December, turn around and change my own mind

I go back to December all the time

I miss your tan skin, your sweet smile

So good to me, so right

And how you held me in your arms that September night

The first time you ever saw me cry

Maybe this is wishful thinking

Probably mindless dreaming

But if we loved again, I swear I'd love you right

I'd go back in time and change it, but I can't

So if the chain is on your door, I understand

This is me swallowing my pride

Standing in front of you, saying I'm sorry for that night

And I go back to December

It turns out freedom ain't nothing but missing you

Wishing I'd realized what I had when you were mine

I go back to December, turn around and make it alright

I go back to December, turn around and change my own mind

I go back to December all the time, all the time.

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2011-03-16T00:52:00.001+08:00

ASK ME ANYFINK! http://www.formspring.me/jolenequek

flag nails

2011-01-06T01:10:00.003+08:00

Fuck you.

That's why having a sister rocks so much :)

2010-12-03T23:32:00.000+08:00

HAHAHAH be careful for heart fainting scary photos....
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when you and your sister are so damn close you will share every single thing under the sun and we know each other so well, and we spend nights doing cooling masks (ahh refreshing sispig HAHHA) tgt, it rocks :)

SISPIG WHY ARENT YOU IN SINGAPORE FOREVER :( WILLIAM BRING HER BACK TO SINGAPORE MARRY YAYYY :D

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2010-11-18T01:13:00.001+08:00

Ask me anything. But please don't be tiko. :D http://formspring.me/jolenequek

fuckingsian

2010-10-25T22:45:00.005+08:00

I'm supposed to be studying for Production Rights & Contracts, but here I'm blogging. I really can't study on a troubled mind. And a weird-feeling heart. Recently life has been filled with ups & downs for me. Wanted to rant on Twitter, facebook but everything there has became too social and not private anymore. Even Twitter? Sometimes I feel weird to tweet about certain stuffs. Almost everyone switched to Tumblr now so I guessed this place is more "private"? Therefore maybe people who still actually bothers to click on the link, come here and read to the end, actually still cares. haha.And i really appreciate for that, aww thanks :)

I am really in this huge dilemma right now. Just when I thought maybe I can give you a chance, you don't seem to show me that you are worth it. I know for goddamn nuts if I want to put 100%, things will be very happy. However, why do i feel so foreign from you? It's like you are so reserved and I don't know who you're anymore. I don't know if you are still the same person who makes me smile every single time. Are you still the same person? You might not know but this is a probation period. If you're going to stay like this forever, I can't be this nice to you forever. Don't take things for granted because.. I just have to say treasure what we have now. If you already know that you do not feel like trying, please tell me so I can move on.

This is so agonizing.

PS: And you, thanks so much. Now I know how important I am to you.

21ST SWEET BIRTHDAY :)

2010-09-19T20:05:00.010+08:00

MY 21ST BIRTHDAY BASH :)

Thankyou everybody, thankyou every single loves for making my 21st in 2010 such a memorable one. Thankyou for helping out and bearing with the heat and hope everybody enjoyed themselves :)

(sorry this photo is too underexposed so i adjusted the brightness!)

love every single one who made the effort to travel all the way down, helped out with decorations, and helped in cleaning up.

it was just such a happy scene to see your parents, all of your friends, from primary school all the way to polytechnic, working friends and friends who stood by you all gathering and standing in front of you singing a birthday song for you :) so happy that i teared haha! so grateful for these people who stick through with me thick and thin.

(for those people who cant make it, thanks for calling to inform, appreciated the little effort :))

thankyou all for the presents too, you all made my 21st a really sweet one :)

officially 21 on Thursday, hope my life will be a smooth sailing one.

ps: I love my cake LOL

more updates coming soon with alot more photos in V's cam!

Fucking liar

2010-09-12T22:07:00.002+08:00

Oh, How about a round of applause, Yeah

A standing ovation

Oh, Yeah

Yeah, Yeah, Yeah, Yeah

You look so dumb right now

Standing outside my house

Trying to apologize

You're so ugly when you cry

Please, just cut it out

[Chorus:]

Don't tell me you're sorry 'cause you're not

Baby when I know you're only sorry you got caught

But you put on quite a show

Really had me going

But now it's time to go

Curtain's finally closing

That was quite a show

Very entertaining

But it's over now (but it's over now)

Go on and take a bow

Grab your clothes and get gone (get gone)

You better hurry up

Before the sprinklers come on (come on)

Talking' bout'

Girl, I love you, you're the one

This just looks like a re-run

Please, what else is on (on)

[Chorus]

[Bridge]

Oh, And the award for

The best liar goes to you (goes to you)

For making me believe (that you)

That you could be faithful to me

Let's hear your speech, Oh

How about a round of applause

A standing ovation

But you put on quite a show

Really had me going

Now it's time to go

Curtain's finally closing

That was quite a show

Very entertaining

But it's over now (but it's over now)

Go on and take a bow

But it's over now

HIMYM - Barney Stinson :D

2010-09-07T11:50:00.000+08:00

KFC EGG TARTS!

2010-08-31T12:22:00.002+08:00

THIS IS DAMNNNNN NICE.

(Courtesy of Hafiz :D)

Can someone bring me these with kfc porridge every morning to put a smile on my face?!

Someone told me I should take Caution when it comes to love

2010-08-08T00:14:00.002+08:00

I remember years ago

Someone told me I should take

Caution when it comes to love

I did, I did

And you were strong and I was not

My illusion, my mistake

I was careless, I forgot

I did

And now when all is done

There is nothing to say

You have gone and so effortlessly

You have won

You can go ahead tell them

Tell them all I know now

Shout it from the roof top

Write it on the sky love

All we had is gone now

Tell them I was happy

And my heart is broken

All my scars are open

Tell them what I hoped would be

Impossible, impossible

Falling out of love is hard

Falling for betrayal is worst

Broken trust and broken hearts

I know, I know

Thinking all you need is there

Building faith on love is worst

Empty promises will wear

I know (i know)

And know when all is gone

There is nothing to say

And if you're done with embarrassing me

On your own you can go ahead tell them

Tell them all I know now

Shout it from the roof top

Write it on the sky love

All we had is gone now

Tell them I was happy

And my heart is broken

All my scars are open

Tell them what I hoped would be

Impossible, impossible

Ooh impossible (yeah yeah)

I remember years ago

Someone told me I should take

Caution when it comes to love

I did

Tell them all I know now

Shout it from the roof top

Write it on the sky love

All we had is gone now

Tell them I was happy (i was happy)

And my heart is broken

All my scars are open

Tell them what I hoped would be

Impossible, impossible

I remember years ago

Someone told me I should take

Caution when it comes to love

I did

I miss those June KL days!

2010-07-08T01:20:00.013+08:00

KL DAY 2 21JUNE2010 GENTING :D

the ride up genting was fun yet scary!
we cant even see what's in front of us
but the ride was FREAKING CHEAP! i think rm 5 only

awww i like picture from Genting trip, so candid!

we look so happy!

KL FOOD WE LOVE YOUUUUU

SUPER THIRST QUENCHING WATERMELON ICE CREAM

KFC CRISPY BLACK PEPPER CHICKEN THIGHS

trust me KL KFC is way better than Singapore's one, i dont know why!

LOK LOK NEAR SWISS INN

(Damn shiok right below the hotel, there's damn alot of food already! everyday just eat only LOL)

DAMIAN THE AMBASSOR OF KRISPY KREME

KRISPY KREME

(Check out the football edition doughnuts cos of world cup, damn cute!)

SHIHLIN

NOBODY MISSES OUT A&W WHEN YOU'RE IN KL :D

BASKIN ROBBINS :D

AND IT'S PINK DAY SO WE GOT SECOND SCOOP FOR FREE!

SAMBAL STINGRAY

THE CHUI OYSTER OMELETTE

WANTON SOUP

VERDICT: SINGAPORE AMOY STREET ONES ARE BETTER HAHA

JEMSIS INTROED THE BEST FOOD!

PENANG KUEY TEOW, FREAKING GOOD

WE ALL FINISHED IN LESS THAN 15 MINS HAHA

SIZZILING HOT CLAYPOT TAUFOO

MY ALL TIME FAVOURITE

CEREAL PRAWNS :D :D

CHECK OUT MY MOONLIGHT KUEY TEOW IN THE MIDDLE,

ITS FREAKING GOOD

WE ORDERED DAMN ALOT OF FOOD THAT MORNING,

YES MORNING EAT TZE CHAR HAHAHA

TOM YUM SOUP :D

SOME OMELETTE, CANT REMEMBER WHAT'S INSIDE!

KL FAMOUS BLACK HOKKIEN MEE,

a must have when you're at KL!

ALEX'S OMELETTE RICE

SWEET AND SOUR PORK

FAMOUS HONG KEE SEAFOOD DISH

FAMOUS HONG KEE CLAYPOT RICE

LOK LOK

JORDUS remember this freaking nice yongtaufoo, i had for like 3 days straight! oily but freaking nice and crispy!

AND PRESENTING MY FAVOURITE DISH OF KL???..
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MY FAVOURITE LAOSHUFEN!!!!

THIS IS SO FREAKING GOOD I CAN EAT EVERY SINGLE NIGHT :D

GUESS WHATT...

imagine how lucky we were we saw fireworks right outside our hotel on the first day of KL! :D

our awesome freaking cheap watches :D

the 25 rules LMAO damian is trying to learn

I miss those days already
so much fun, no worries :)

WE SHOULD TRAVEL AGAIN NINJACLANNNN!!

2010-06-30T14:48:00.002+08:00

It is seriously just over a fucking small movie and you just had to spoil our one perfect day together.

i wanna see how long can i hold on until.

i know its worth it but i need you to help me,

but you're not.

Look what i've found

2010-06-06T14:48:00.002+08:00

OCK totally blocking Corinne, you guilty nots!! LOL

May's accomplishments :D

2010-06-04T00:10:00.015+08:00

May is a month for accomplishment.

Firstly, I finally graduated with an awesome graduation ceremony with all the FSV bonded khakis!! :)

We headed to L4D / Marche / Cuscaden after that but lazy to upload photos heheh
i love this bunch of classmates, they totally rock through our 3 yrs of hectic schoolife and real bondingness (:

Secondly, I completed Sundown Marathon with Corinne Ong even though we totally have no motivation! Considered the 1 hour late, we completed within 6 hours, which is a total improvement from last year (:

i know im damn disgusting that's my blister after the race LOL!

we ought to be proud (:

And last but not least, I FINALLY BOUGHT MY AGNES B WALLET!!!

Happy shoppers of Agnes B (:

AND TODAY I FINALLY WENT TO UNIVERSAL STUDIO, FOR FREE SOMEMORE COS OF WANTING AND HER COUSIN :DDDDDDD

will be back to upload more on the awesome trip to USS :D

EPIC

2010-05-11T00:22:00.002+08:00

I'm so epic. Omg. Check out the number of sms. LOL
You know what's the best thing? Check out the phone bill

UNLIMITED SMS FTW!

My most beloved sispig and jey yeo

2010-05-02T23:55:00.008+08:00

To my ever beloved precious darlings whose birthdays fall on 3rd and 4th May respectively,

3RD MAY 1989 MISS JEY YEO JIEYING

Happy 21st birthday my dear :) Seriously, counting all the way from Rulang Primary school, it has been ten years of sisterhood and friendship. It has been such a deep friendship that even though we dont meet up often like weekly, each time we see each other, we still got endless of topics to catch up about, endless of gossips to go on and on. We've been through so much that the three of us (Plus Florence) will just shoot each other right in to the faces, but forgive each other because we've been so used to each other. When we need advices, you only tell us the most direct and realistic answer to the solution, which I find is the most sincere and pure help. When J broke up with me, you scolded me till I cried, but thinking back, it was a wake up call. I thank fate that we met in primary school and walked through our secondary school, your shatec, my poly years till now. I thank you for everything you've done for us, and let's continue to be each other best and ultimate listening ear :D Now you're 21, make the right choice for your future, and I'm sure we will support any decision you make! As you said, remember when I marry, you're supposed to settle the hotel for me ah to hold my wedding ball!! hahahah! Loveyou bubbles and stay pretty hor!! Don't need slim down also sooo gorgeous :D

4TH MAY 1986 JOELLE SIEW SHU WEN SISPIG

Sispig, what can I say? No words can describe my love and nanasan-hood to you!! You know I'm not a very expressive person (HAHA) in front of you, and I will neglect your effort sometimes, so here, Im going to say a HUGE SORRY first :(

From young, we didn't have a good start, by always snatching things, and you being jealous and angry because Mummy is more bias. But look! Now you're sooo successful studying Business Honours in Europe, which means Mummy's canings do help :p Remember all the cat fights, hair pulling we had when we're young? I'm so glad things changed when we grew up, especially in recent years when we started to confide in each other, when heartless guys broke our hearts and we threw all our opinions out about them to each other. I will always appreciate that I have such an understanding and mature sister, who I can never compare with anyone else :) Sispig you're always there to help me, be it being good or bad times.

When my Maths failed because I bloody sucked at that subject, you coached and tutored me patiently even though you had your own university / JC stuffs to study. When pimples started to burst on my round face, you helped me do facial and is so generous with your humungous pile of beauty products. When Im broke, you lent me money to tide over the period. When you got extra facial package, you shared with me. When i went clubbing when I was young, you covered up for me so Mummy won't find out. When I had fever, you used a wet towel to put on my forehead so my fever will subside. When I was sick, you gave me attention earlier before anyone else in the family. When I gave you a bloody small shot cup for your 21st, you complained but didnt ask for anything more (heheh). When I was down, you offered your listening ears and gave me mature advise. When you had new clothes, new stuffs, you are always so generous to share with me. When I need help with my university essays, even though you're overseas, you get soo anxious (even more than me) and helped me through, correcting my english for my essay.

OMG SISPIG I MISS YOUU LAAAAA!!! (I feel like crying now LOL!) I know I always scold you and treat you damn bad before you left to study, but now I really miss you in Singapore. I know you're having a really good life with William in Europe, and his mum really treats you very well too, but you must miss me and Mummy and Papa also okay!

Blood is always thicker than water, and I really find myself so fortunate to have a sister like you, where we are not just sisters, but friends, soulmates, someone I can confide in. You're a role model I look up to, someone whom I want to follow your footsteps :) I love you sispig and even though you're travelling everywhere in Paris, Greece blah blah during your holidays, you take care and still be careful when you're overseas okay! don't be so stressed over assignments too! Have a great birthday over there with William!

Happy birthday and Mummy, Papa and me misses youuuu in Singapore!!!

Graduation!!!

2010-05-01T00:43:00.003+08:00

AND FINALLY....

I'VE GRADUATED! :D

Two weeks of standing!

2010-04-23T21:38:00.008+08:00

Tomorrow will be the last day for the Macbook NYP Fair!
Im amazed Wanting (Bomb) and I managed to survive the whole two weeks, with only ONE day (YES only one day off to celebrate his birthday!) out of the 14 days!

For JP Creative Fair, I felt time passed quite fast cos Bomb and I got each other's company. Seriously 1 week, 10 hours each per day, just zoomed and passed like that! Lovely friends like Florence, Tiacwoo, Terence, Dolly etc specially dropped by to chitchat talk cock and buy us food and drinks, so sweet! Saw some secondary school friends at JP too, which is not surprising since JP used to be our secondary school hangout place heheh.

The best thing about JP Creative Fair is, the surrounding companies' bosses like Aztech's and Shinco's really took care of Bomb and i! When they went to buy snacks, they will buy for us one share too so sweet! We got youtiao, ice cream and even got sushi hahahaha so touched!!

As for Macbook NYP Fair, because it's personal commission, I find it abit more tiring. However I still think it's DAMN SLACK compared to our neighbours in the fair, Acer and Fujitsu. We get to leave by 6pm but they only can leave at 9pm but our pay is higher than them :x thanks james for intro-ing this job!

Heheh some photos to sum up our 2 weeks chiong sua work days - Creative and Apple!

And the guy in green is "Challenger-in-charge", the very nice guy who treated us bubble tea, haha!

Made good working khakis during this roadshow, whom we will introduce jobs to each other during this meantime before Chapman starts in September! Roadshows really earn easy money! The next roadshows I will be working for be for is Singtel for the next 3 months (starting in May), $7 per hour, I can hear the ka ching rolling in! However, I'm still opened up for production jobs before September, so anyone needs Production Assistant etc feel free to call me!

PS: Congrats to QUEKBFF for getting the CPF job! :D

There's just no getting over you.

2010-04-10T00:12:00.006+08:00

Hello im back safe and healthy from BKK.
Lucky me we survived BKK despite arriving on the day the rally started.
Super suay to the max right?
Somemore we went to EVERY single place the Spore Embassy asked us to avoid.
HAHAHAH we really not afraid to die lo!

I have to admit except for Siam centre being closed,

the rest of the protest thingy didnt affect our trip at all.

shopping was MAD CHEAP AND CRAZYYYYY! :D

it's just the STREET FIGHT that freaked us out.
Shall come back with more updates :)

super friendly reds people, dont be deceived by news and photos haha

New song from David Guetta & Chris Willis Feat. Fergie & LMFAO - Gettin Over You

[Fergie]
All the things I know right now
If I only knew back then
There's no gettin' over (no getting over)
There's no gettin'
There's just no getting over you.

[Chris Willis]
Wish I could spin my world into reverse just to have you back again
There's no getting over
There's no gettin over
There's just no getting over you (you)!

[LMFAO]
We're back
There's just no getting over you.
I'm a party, and party and party and party...
And party and party and party...
I'm a party, and party and party and party...
And party and party and party...

[Fergie]
All the things I know right now
If I only knew back then
There's no gettin' over (no getting over)
There's no gettin'
There's just no getting over you.

[Chris Willis]
Wish I could spin my world into reverse just to have you back again
There's no getting over
There's no gettin over
There's just no getting over you (you)!

[LMFAO]
I'm a party, and party and party and party...
And party and party and party...
I'm a party, and party and party and party...
And party and party and party...

[Fergie]
People in the place
If you ever felt love
Then you know what I'm talking about
There is no getting over
Aaaaaahhhhhh

RANDOM FRIENDSTER LOGGING IN BRINGS BACK MEMORIES.

2010-04-01T16:27:00.008+08:00

Photos from two years back.

When we were still in year 1 , 2?
when i still bothered to edit photos, HAHA
All the treasures you can't find in Facebook hahahhaha

v! i've been loving tequila since two years back haha

ROFL THIS IS DAMN FUNNY WE'RE ACTING LIKE MODELS

OMGGG this is damn fun, we were lifting lanterns in Orchard on lantern's festival ROFL

OMG CHECK THIS OUT BFF & TENG

sooo long ago, when we were baking heart shaped cookies for our loved ones, remember? :(

Carazhang won the andro champ at Play, omg sooo much memories!

Devlins hold a huge place in my heart since poly :)

CHECK OUT WHEN SISPIG GOT BACK FROM KOREA, THE AMOUNT OF GOODIES

my b&j days hahaha

patsy = my best partner, xoxo

Very proud to announce Craze, from sec 1 till now, check out our latest meetup last week,

spot any difference? HAHAHAHA

significantly my face grew bigger tmd fml

ok let's get back.. lol

AND WHEN I STILL HAD BANGS OMFG HAHAHA

year 1 intro to film, classic omg

jack neo ah jack neo, what is happening to you now

*shakes head

genting!!

trying to form BOS

borneo, super unforgettable trip in yr 2

nek nek, you are never forgotten

HAHHHAHA
family trip to beijing, hahaha freaking cold please we were wrapped like dumplings

OMG OMG SIS I MANAGED TO DIG THIS OUT HAHAHAHA
AT JINGYI'S HOUSE REMEMBER? LOL

me and my dearest jo from pri 4 till now she's a big hot chiobu hahaha!

jane look at this HAHAHA scandalous since yr 1!!

stayovers @ Qing's is a must, till now!

patsy & terry taught me rollerblading!

& my most most most beloved PPG who are always there to give me a reality check,

and offer the best listening ears & advices
(Cos we know each other for waaay too long)

xoxoxoxoxoo

durians session at my house damn shiok LOL

heheheh clubbing since dont-know-when

From jane ho: "If everyone remained as friends, the world would be a much better place"

Whip it be your own hero.

2010-03-30T01:24:00.003+08:00

"The person I admire the most,
is my mother. Because she is a fighter,
who never gives up on what she believes in,
and she never gives up on me.
Obviously, I would be delighted to win the Blue Bonnet pageant.
But knowing my mother is proud of me,
means more than any crown."

Maybe one day I will wake up to realise it's not you forgot,
but it's just not important to you.

Those small details, it doesn't affect your career building life at all.
From day one till now,
what have you done?

what have you initiated?

what surprises have you given me?
All not but making me cry again and again.
Im so tired of holding on.

Satisfied Koi cravings wooo!

2010-03-20T21:10:00.004+08:00

Hey people, when it's out on a rainy day...
Are you...
Afraid that you will get wet?
Turned off because you forgot to take an umbrella out?
Lazy to get just a poncho?

Don't worry, shufat siew has the perfect solution..

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THE ALL NEW RAINY REUSABLE CAPS!
ALL YOU HAVE TO DO IS TO TUG OVER YOUR HEAD AND WALK AROUND LIKE AN IDIOT.
PROTECTS YOUR SCALP AND HEAD, ONE STONE KILLING TWO BIRDS!
(ROFL PAMMY AND I CANT STOP LAUGHING TODAY WHEN WE'RE HEADING TO ECP)

I took up a photographer job for today and tomorrow, going around to take photos of father and kids (super good pay hahaha), to raise the awareness this Daddy event. Saw some really cute ones, wanted to blog about it, but they deleted all our photos after we took -.-"

i think the daughter damn prettty!!

And that's my Dad for you :)

And and the angel in my life :):)

Finally had my Koi craving after soooo long!!

Pammy's such a sick ass she always make me laugh to my hp in bus, when walking, eating, talking, sleeping LOL!

Maybe I know, somewhere, deep in my soul That love never lasts.

2010-03-19T14:20:00.007+08:00

siao liao damn roasted

i dont know isit the fucking weights i do at gym or what, BUT WHY IS MY BACK SO HUGE. MOTHERF***** LOL SORRY I CANT STOP COMPLAINING

Trying to get the right angle, lol!
sian sometimes i wish my face is not humungously big and im not so FAT
Nevertheless, we had a time of our life at Cafe De Mal,
and i definitely think you will find someone who suit you more.

don't give up, love :)

The Only Exception

2010-03-15T03:14:00.002+08:00

maybe i know somewhere
deep in my soul
that love never lasts
and we've got to find other ways
to make it alone
keep a straight face
and i've always lived like this, keeping it comfortable, distance
and up until now i had sworn to myself that I'm content with loneliness
because none of it was ever worth the risk

i've got a tight grip on reality
but i can't let go of what's in front of me here
i know you're leaving in the morning when you wake up leave me with some kind of proof it's not a dream

well you are the only exception.

Comex march in a gist.

2010-03-15T03:01:00.008+08:00

4 days of Comex IT Fair ended like that, so fast!

we got fabulous snacks during our work, first is donuts, then chicken pies, then tanjong rhu pao which are super nice!!

to keep ourselves awake. LOL

thanks (:

Mum was so sweet to buy me taohuay cos she knows i will be hungry when i reached home, aww!

ILOVEYOU MUM (:

THE LAST DAY

11.30am got huge crowd outside the door waiting already, it's crazy!

SAW KENNETH! Hhahahaha all the previous lexmark people heheh

super cool camera function, can preview before taking!!

Creative huat ar!!

Feet all sore & voice cracking,

but I feel satisfied and now Imma waiting for paaay!

Imma working for Creative this time,

compared to Lexmark, way more strict.

At first I was so not used to it please :/

Bigfatkiss & thanks to the people who came down to find me!!

Squeezing through the crazy crowd & making all the way to level 6,

soooo sweet!

Papa Siew, Jaspig, Eugene, J, rosa, nerizza, amanda, ying ying, nat, shirley, Tiac, benjamin, chris, joanne, jojo love, eric uncle, BFF quek loveyou all!

(if i forget anyone who came down to find me too, please allow me to stab myself with a knife)

And saw so many people!

Jacque, michael, james, adrian & gf, jeffrey, jappo, pandora (LOL damn funny the both of them want discount then keep saying im skinner LOL!), gracia, douglas, TSOs, shawkett, & even some weird people i dont feel like seeing.

Made alot of new friends too through this fair! Haha

I feel damn old among them, 21 only but they're all 16 or 17 wthhh!!

Had fun selling earphones & headphones with Joell, Mangling, Yuan Siang & white specs (i forgot his name again hahahha!)

Time wouldn't have passed so fast without their company (:

Esp Joell, keep making laugh and anyhow poking at my most sensitive part,

the stomach LOL!

Okay I am going to sleep now.

Chris & joanne, nice chat after the last day of IT fair ah, haha!

Thanks for waiting till 10pm plus & walking to Starbucks!

Now im looking forward to seeing someone, Chris lol!

Nights world, two more roadshows coming up in April,

Imma going to chioooong for BKK! :D

(Sian, BKK needa postpone due to riots, but it's okay! Can earn more money too lol)

Woman directors, way to go!

2010-03-09T00:47:00.002+08:00

CONGRATS TO "THE HURT LOCKER" FOR WINNING 6 OSCARS THIS YEAR!

(By Bob Tourtellotte)

LOS ANGELES, March 7 - "The Hurt Locker" director Kathryn Bigelow battled her way into Oscar history books on Sunday, topping her movie's best film honor with her own Academy Award for directing to become the first woman ever to earn that distinction.

The low-budget film, which has earned $20 million at box offices, picked up six awards in all and bested "Avatar," directed by Bigelow's ex-husband James Cameron. "Avatar" is the top-grossing movie of all time with $2.5 billion.

In a ceremony that harkened back to old Hollywood with glamour, music and comedy, the gritty drama about a squad of bomb-defusing specialists also secured writer Mark Boal the Academy Award for original screenplay and claimed honors for film editing, sound editing and mixing.

"This really is, there's no other way to describe it, it's the moment of a lifetime," said Bigelow, the first female best director in the Academy Awards' 82-year history.

She said she hoped to be the "first of many" women filmmakers to win the honor and that the female modifier "would be a moot point" in the future.

Boal highlighted the struggle to make the movie when only a few years ago in Hollywood money for such true-life drama was hard to find after audiences turned their backs on war films.

"This has been a dream, beyond a dream," said Boal, a journalist who was embedded with U.S. troops in Iraq.

At best, he said, the film's makers hoped "we would find a distributor and someone would like the movie."

For its part, "Avatar" walked away with three Oscars, but in technical categories -- visual effects, cinematography and art direction.

I personally watched "The Hurt Locker" myself and initally when I went into the cinema, I thought it will be another film I will fall asleep because i thought it was a pure war movie. However, from the moment we started watching, it got my attention all the way to the end. What amazes me about "The Hurt Locker" is most of the scenes doesn't have music. It's just pure ambience, breathing and maybe sound effects / live sound. It's because of these "silence" when the protagonist is cutting the bomb wires, or people waiting to fire that is so breathe-stopping, you do not know what will happen next. There is always suspense in every single minute of the film, which I find the pacing a success. A memorable scene will be when the guy sliced up "Beckham" (Just wondering, how did Beckham come back alive again? Hmm) despite knowing him. It's so heartbreaking. I just learned from a talk by Nik Powell that

"Drama is not about making the characters cry, but making the audience cry"

I didn't cry but that scene left a deep impression in me. Kathryn Bigelow directed "The Hurt Locker" really well, with awesome camera direction, framings, angles and kudos to the perfect sound design too. OH, I just can't stand the zooming in and out of the camera at times. Kathryn Bigelow did women in this industry proud. Pamela Soh, next time your name doesn't end with Soh already okay. Hopefully it's Pamela Soh A.S.C LOL. I hope you will reach your success to this level also like Kathryn Bigelow, and to all my female friends in this industry, strive on your dreams!!

FSV Batch 2007 - 2010

2010-03-06T03:01:00.000+08:00

What can I say?
These were the people who were there when I was down,
who mugged exams and pulled through tough assignments,
whom we slept through lectures together,
who survived the long hours of filming together,
whom we discussed about our latest gossips together,
who stuck through thick and thin together,
whom stayed and saw each other's faces almost everyday in the loft together,

(Caution: Super long post ahead)

it's the last day of school at preview theatre,
and we all found it so hard to be apart!
couldn't stop taking photos for 30mins to 1 hour until Mr Lim had to
"OKAY I'm going to off the lights NOW"
HAHA

the girls and the "JACKY let's take photos!!" HAHAHA ass!

i look so cui beside jeri & jiayi! jiayi never fails to make me laugh :) thanks mother for taking care of ussss!

Hafiz suddenly surprised our class on the last day of school a video omgggg made ying and me cried so saddd!

even though Hafiz is not the same class / cohort as us for year 1 & 2, he still included all of us in his video from year 1 till now, which is sooo sweet!! Looking at all these photos make me smile!

that video got us all emotional!

that's hafiz with amz, thanks you're too sweet :)

editing students! the very lucky batch taught by Kris Trexler, the hollywood hand HAHA

music for picture gang. i think they're damn cool okay! future musicians

CINETO STUDENTS FTW!! (Jeri / ian / cheryl / lin missing haha!)

T3A1 :D

Since Mr Lim cannot chase us out..
MIGHT AS WELL JOIN US TAKE PHOTOS HAHAHA

Mrlim looks so happy wahahahhaha!

ALL HAILLLLLLL THE GODDDDSSSSS

everybody wants to take photo with the God Aloy & Eugene!!

THAT'S IT. i took PHOTO WITH GOD. HAHAHAH. IM GG TO EXCEL IN LIFE!

our "engagement ring" bought in KL MUAHAHAH

warao after i took photo with jordus my baby, so many girls wanna take photo with him also HAHAHAHA

the 2 jokers

EXCUSE ME YING YING & THE REST!?!? LOL

rose and aloy damn cute please!! wahahha

TEAM BUKIT PANJANG! goodluck in your mission :)

I love T3A2 class photos :)

my favourite Rashomon pose MUAHAHHHA

it's surviving these hardships and obstacles that bonded us together
Its my honour that we spent these moments together, it would have been way different without you guys :)

Most importantly, thank you loves for always being there be it rain or shine.

from year 1 till now, you all are my pillar of support
thanks for hearing me out whenever i need a listening ear

think of our memories being silly / sad / sick make me laugh LOL
loves<3

PS: Congrats Joshua on winning FMS got Talent!

Damn talented please someone ;)

Those who scrolled till here, congrats!

This post took me like 3 hours hahahha.

Going to blog about 4d3n KL getaway soon :)

I'm only gonna break break ya break break ya heart.

2010-03-06T01:59:00.000+08:00

Horrible, horrible St james night.
All i can say is the company made up for the bad music.

Long island at st james are not as a killer as much as those in zouk's

yes it was flaming lambos all night LOL.
When you drink a flaming lambo, by right the waiter has to pour milk halfway when you're drinking.
When we were drinking, we were about to finish the drink already and the flame WAS STILL BURNING. WE were bloody waiting for the waiter! In the end we just finished everything in seconds and when we finished, we asked the bartender, "Where is our milk?"

His reply?

"OOPS sorry i forgot." WTFFFFFFF!??!??!?!?!?!
Imagine we drank so much plus long island and mixer jugs but the music had to bring all the highness down.

I'M SORRY BUT WE REALLY CANNOT STAND THE MUSIC!!

We were being so annoying hehehh cos we were so bored at the dancefloor.
seriously how can the other people dance till so happy

Kc that idiot was drunk lo. LOL
Verdict: Phuture / Zouk / Butter's the best :)

And I felt empty.

Remedy.

2010-03-06T00:56:00.001+08:00

I can see you stalking like a predator
I've been here before
Temptation calls like Adam to the apple but
I will not be caught
Cos I can read those velvet eyes
And all I see is lies

No more poison killing my emotion
I will not be frozen
Dancing is my remedy remedy
Ohhh
Stop stop praying cos I'm not not playing
I'm not frozen
Dancing is my remedy remedy
Ohh

Move, why you watching me dance with the enemy
I've got a remedy
Ohh o ohh o o
Move, why you watching me dance with the enemy
Here is my remedy
Ohh o ohh o o

Spin me faster
Like a kaleidoscope
All I've got's the floor
Yeah you can try but I found the antidote
Music is the cure
See you can try to paralyse
But I know best this time

No more poison killing my emotion
I will not be frozen
Dancing is my remedy remedy
Ohhh
Stop stop praying cos I'm not not playing
I'm not frozen
Dancing is my remedy remedy
Ohh

Move, why you watching me dance with the enemy
I've got a remedy
Ohh o ohh o o
Move, why you watching me dance with the enemy
Here is my remedy
Ohh o ohh o o

Da da da da da da da
Da da da da da da da
Da da da da da da da
Da da

And when the music fades away
I know I'll be ok
Contagious rhythms in my brain
Let it play

No more poison killing my emotion
I will not be frozen
Dancing is my remedy remedy
Ohhh
Stop stop praying cos I'm not not playing
I'm not frozen
Dancing is my remedy remedy
Ohh

Move, why you watching me dance with the enemy
I've got a remedy
Ohh o ohh o o
Move, why you watching me dance with the enemy
Here is me remedy
Ohh o ohh o o

Move, why you watching me dance with the enemy
I've got a remedy
Ohh o ohh o o
Move, why you watching me dance with the enemy
Here is my remedy
Ohh o ohh o o

Thanks huh NP

2010-03-01T16:39:00.002+08:00

OMGWTFBBQ CHECK OUT THE FREE SHIRT NP GAVE US..
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IT'S IN PINK!! OMGGGGG FEELS SO CHEATED
C.H.E.A.T.E.D

bangkok deprived!

2010-02-28T21:52:00.004+08:00

First meetup / slack / talkcock session after school ends
surprisingly bpp starbucks connection is super fast

check out our sun burnt skin :(

bangkok bangkok bangkok bangkok bangkok we need you.

PS: You know what hurts the most?
___ ____ _____.

Anybody can be a player, it takes a real man to hold a relationship.

2010-02-28T17:00:00.003+08:00

Hello you sunburnt peeling skin, please bear with me for awhile
(Check out my right hand's "Spots" OMFG)
i will flood my whole skin with moisturiser once I'm done with my Chapman essays.

KL + Port Dickson :D

2010-02-26T03:51:00.005+08:00

I just realised my tagboard is spoilt completely omg
anyone knows how to repair???

And I just came back from 4d3n of Port Dickson + KL with Adrian, belle, V, ying, jon, nat & jordus :D to me it's a super short trip like time pass damn fast! But omg it's heaven enjoyment to the max please jordus bring us to everywhere for food HAHA cheap supper like almost everynight! fat to the max lo!! photos up soon :D

Damn cool please we caught a jellyfish!
(Chris damn nice right haha!)
Wanted to have my revenge ever since the jellyfish in langkawi bit my feet,
but it looks sooo cute to be killed here in Port dickson!
Will upload more photos with full entry soon of KL + Port dickson,
4am now & i needa sleepppp

LAST DAY OF NGEE ANN POLY TOMORROW CANT BELIEVE THIS
THIS IS TOO FAST!!

TRIPLE 7 WOOHOO!

2010-02-20T16:25:00.020+08:00

Can I say V's the most hilarious person on earth last night yesterday?
We had a hell of time steamboating, where Nat introduced us the new word "Gian" and I finally learnt abit more on blackjack. LOL MY LUCK WAS FUCKING GOOD YESTERDAY EVEN THOUGH I SUCK AT BLACKJACK! I actually got triple 7 and i DONT EVEN KNOW IT MYSELF LOL!

THE TRIPLE 7 OMG DAMN LUCKY PLEASE

adee showed me this in preview theatre yesterday. hello bryan! hahaha wtf is with that centre parting

When the food "pro" me and rose were in awesome bp shengshiong shopping yesterday. LOL we bought chicken PARTS which turns out to be some intestines of chicken and WE STILL BOUGHT THREE PACKETS HAHAHAHA

The culprits who bought three packets of chicken gian, sorry everybody HAHAHA

Rose said dont upload to fb, she never say cannot blog :P LOL

check out how much this cost. V said it looks like a dick. HAHAHAA

cp wantons are a must please!

when we reached qing's place, like omg the function room is totally for us! somemore got attached toilets, likka shiok only

us preparing the steamboat :D

the stock is the best thing on earth, the more i drink the hair i drop lol!

WE WERE SUPER HUNGRY WHEN WE WAITED FOR THE FOOD TO BE COOKED
TIME CHECK: ALREADY 9PM

DAMN FUCKING HUNGRY

FINALLY THE FOOD IS COOKED HAHAHAHA

(Shit i realised i didnt have photos of v and the "gians" LOL HAHAHA)

chiongs cp wantons to the max!!

once again.. chee is high LOL

AND NOW.. IT'S THE GAMBLING PART!!

YICHEE IS FUCKING HIGH AHAHHAHA HE KEEPS TALKING TO THE HAMSTER

Roy damn cute he keeps wanting to join the game also!

ON A DAMN GOOD WINNING STREAK WAHHAHA LOOK AT THE MONEY ON MY TABLE I STARTED WITH 25CENTS YOU KNOW HAHAHAA

they cannot stop laughing when they found out i didnt even realised about my triple 7 LOL TMD

V WAS FUCKING FUNNY SHE KEEPS CHANGING POSITION OF THE NAIL POLISH COS SHE SAYS CAN "CHANGE LUCK"

Qing was on a winning streak also!! heheh

Check out v's face WAHAHHAHAHA

Damn fun stayover + Steamboat, thanks girls, chee & nat :D:D i think we will never forget about the blackjack session LMAO!

PS: Sorry im supposed to write this to Ter before he goes to thai but didnt manage to blog in time i don't know if you will see it not!!

i look likka cui omg
(see i take nice photos of you, the 1st one HAHAHA. SHIT compare you take for me and i take for you, i take for you one damn blur LOL!)
1 week down 3 weeks more to go! after that ORD already super damn fast pleaaassee!! take care in thai okaaayy!!

Sweet Friends.

2010-02-20T16:15:00.000+08:00

got this from QUEKBFF
hope you get what i mean,
status is not everything everytime.
:)

Assumptions.

2010-02-18T17:19:00.006+08:00

So, how do you know one person is feeling just by the eyes?
And pure assumptions?

my heart is damaged,
so how would i know?

On a side note, cherr take care in Aussie okay, we will miss you :(
photos taken when we're sending her off on Tuesday 16/02

Ock is the most irritating person on earth! LOL

hehehh our catching up session is not done yet!

departures are a killer :(

when she was about to go in, so sad!
THAT SI OCK KEEP SPOILING MOOD PLEASE
TAKE CARE IN AUSSIE CHERR :(

loves<3

Ris Low... again.

2010-02-10T00:48:00.002+08:00

omg this is making me laugh like mad when im like super stressed studying for Regional Cinema.
Im sorry Ris Low for laughing at you!! :(

Safe Sex with Ris Low from clicknetwork on Vimeo.

ROFL she's so funny check out the last part

At 100km/hr.

2010-02-08T17:41:00.010+08:00

Decided to blog since my friends have been complaining i haven't blog for the longest time ever. lol!

Few days back, after filming our last shoot in FSV (Yes time flies right? It has been 3 years already omg) the Meiji TVC, our group met Jordus they all and we went to Almeem to have dinner. After that, we had to head to Tampines to return Amalia her rocking chair so it's like a rather far distance to travel. However, we got the almighty Adrian who drove at 100km/hr AND WE WERE SEATED AT THE BACK OF THE LORRY WHICH MEANS CRAZYYYYY! LOL it was a super good experience please!! For those who haven't tried before, it feels like this

Taken from some random stranger online haha

The only difference is, we didnt scream that much and it was sooooo cold when he sped through the forest in expressway! When adrian stopped for traffic lights, we were all in shock. HAHAHAHA. Adrian rocks! Can't wait for roadtrip with my beloved classmates! :D

If you're curious to see how shocked we look like, and how our hair is flying everywhere, like really everywhere, here you go:

check out belle lol!

yes our hair were THAT messy

yes i know super unglam and round like full moon LOL

belle, annoyed much? HAHAHAH HER FACE DAMN CUTE

And when he finally stopped for traffic lights:

We were all checking out our hair cos it's like ALL OVER OUR FACES LMAO. When he was speeding we cant even open our eyes cos the wind was too strong! damn shiok experience whahaha!

So happy can, the 4 of us, thanks Adrian hahahah!!

Anyways those people (if anybody cared) who are wondering where I plan to land my ass at after polytechnic diploma in Film, Sound and Video, I plan to go to Chapman University! It's a local university currently located at Ngee Ann Poly specially designed for aspiring producers.

This is the one located in LA, I can't find the one in Ngee Ann Poly
The terms and conditions seem good:

1) Two years school fees are only at $12k (I assume it's because it's in Ngee Ann)
2) We can choose to intern in LA for 3 months but I think Im skipping this because we need to pay $12k to intern wtf?!
3) There's another exchange program where we get the opportunity to go LA for 2 weeks for school and learning at Orange.
4) Except for the school exchange and internship, we get other chances to go overseas like Hongkong etc which will benefit our studies and build up our contacts (Being a producer you must have lots of contacts)

The BEST THING IS....

5) WE'RE STUDYING IN CHAPMAN BUT WE'RE GETTING DODGE COLLEGE STAMP (Dodge College is top 50 colleges worldwide) ON OUR DEGREE CERT! WUHHHHHUAAAA!

The only sian factor is.. another 2 years of Makan Place food. LOL :/

I talked until so shiok right, I haven't started anything for applications. LOL getting my first few testimonials this week! And planning to get transcripts tomorrow!

Okay off to take an afternoon nap before studying regional cinema!
School's ending after two tests, I can't decide if I'm happy or sad because, sometimes I really detest the school stressed and some uncooperative group members, but I really enjoy the times and lofting moments with my classmates. I think FSV people are all so helpful, especially your khakis :)

Avatar, too awesome

2009-12-18T01:08:00.004+08:00

Catch Avatar, it's so awesome!
6/5 popcorns lol!!
(Those who watched at FSV@16, you all know what the screaming is about to me LOL!)

Meanwhile, my updates are at Facebook or Twitter, haha!
So busy with final year of FSV!!
Omg planning for lots of holiday trips after that :D

I wanna flashforward & see my future.

2009-11-18T01:03:00.006+08:00

So this is what happened when schoolwork caught up with us,

She doesnt want to reveal her "with hairband" side here,
hence the mosaic LOL!
SISPIG LET'S SKYPE SOON! :D

Recently I'm damn addicted to

A mysterious event causes everyone on the planet to simultaneously lose consciousness for 137 seconds, during which people see what appear to be visions of their lives approximately six months in the future - a global “flashforward”. A team of Los Angeles FBI agents, led by Stanford Wedeck (Vance) and spearheaded by Mark Benford (Fiennes), begin the process of determining what happened, why, and whether it will happen again. Benford contributes a unique perspective on the investigation; in his flashforward, he saw the results of six months of investigation that he had done on the flashforward event, and he and his team use those clues to recreate the investigation.

The team investigates a number of events related to the flashforward, including "Suspect Zero," who did not lose consciousness during the event, the sinister "D. Gibbons", and a similar mass loss of consciousness in Somalia in 1991. Meanwhile, personal revelations contained within the flashforwards occupy the personal lives of the principal characters. Mark Benford sees his alcoholism relapsing, his wife sees herself with another man, and other characters grapple with similarly unexpected or surprising revelations in their flashes forward.

DAMN NICE MUST WATCH.

And because school workload is making me so stressed now,
(Deadlines EVERY week)
i figured out i need quick updates,
that's why...

I have Tumblr now!
shufat.tumblr, sweet!

Et je veux t'en revendre

2009-11-17T00:23:00.005+08:00

Et je veux t'en revendre.

I remember the first time we met.
My heart was numb but you made my head turn.
Things turn out well and move on, I learn.
I can't feel,
But,
You made my life happier,
and I really think God finally made me luckier.
I smile at your messages, blogs and status.
But,
I can't reach my hand out,
when it's complicated.
I want us to carry on.
But,
I need to be certain.

I'm so sorry things turned out this way.
We have so many undisclosed desires.
I'm not what you think I'm,
and if our friendship is going down the drain,
as it is how it's given up you feel,
shallow, it is.

Et je veux t'en revendre.

Definitely, Maybe

2009-10-29T00:57:00.006+08:00

From Definitely, Maybe
Waaaay too sweet
(I KNOW IM DAMN SLOW ONLY WATCHED IT NOW HEE)



[Maya and Sarah are walking away, Maya turns around]
Maya Hayes: Dad!
[Will turns around, Maya runs to him, Will kneels]
Maya Hayes: Thanks for telling me the story.
Will Hayes: You're welcome. I didn't tell you the happy ending.
Maya Hayes: [getting tears] What is it?
Will Hayes: You.

[When they role played (lol so funny!!)]
Will Hayes: Will you... um... marry me?
April: No. What do you mean, 'Will you, um, marry me?' I haven't seen you in weeks! You don't look happy or excited about the prospect of our marriage! You're asking me to give up my - my freedom, my joie de vivre for an institution that fails as often as it succeeds? And why should I marry you anyway? I mean, why do you wanna marry me? Besides some bourgeois desire to fulfill an ideal that society embeds in us from an early age to promote a consumer capitalist agenda?
Will Hayes: Oh! Oh, my God.
April: You should've got on your knee.
Will Hayes: Just shut up! Here - I wanna marry you because you're the first person I wanna look at when I wake up in the morning, and the only one I wanna kiss goodnight. Because the first time that I saw these hands, I couldn't imagine not being able to hold them. But mainly, when you love someone as much as I love you, getting married is the only thing left to do. So, will you, um, marry me?
April: Definitely. Maybe.

And I love this part

Will Hayes: I kept the book...
April: Yeah?
Will Hayes: Because it was the only thing that I had left of you.


Ryan Reynolds is going to be in one of the guys in my
Hollywood hunk list. LOL

Class @ 8am tomorrow, I better sleep now
NIGHTS

Jump and fall

2009-10-28T00:03:00.000+08:00

I like the way you sound in the morning
We’re on the phone and without a warning
I realize your laugh is the best sound I have ever heard
I like the way I can’t keep my focus
I watch you talk, you didn’t notice
I hear the words but all I can think is we should be together

Every time you smile, I smile
And every time you shine, I’ll shine for you

I’m feeling you baby
Don’t be afraid to jump then fall
Jump the fall into me
Baby, I’m never gonna leave you
Say that you wanna be with me too
Cause I’m gonna stay through it all
So jump then fall

Well, I like the way your hair falls in your face
You got the keys to me, I love each freckle on your face
I’ve never been so wrapped up, honey
I like the way you’re everything I’ve ever wanted
I had time to think it over
And all I can say is come closer
Take a deep breath and jump then fall into me

Cause every time you smile, I smile
And every time you shine, I’ll shine for you

I’m feeling you baby
Don’t be afraid to jump then fall
Jump the fall into me
Baby, I’m never gonna leave you
Say that you wanna be with me too
Cause I’m gonna stay through it all
So jump then fall

The bottom’s gonna drop out from under our feet
I’ll catch you, I’ll catch you
When people say things that bring you to your knees
I’ll catch you
The time is gonna come when you’re so mad you could cry
But I’ll hold you though the night until you smile

I need you baby
Don’t be afraid to jump then fall
Jump the fall into me
Baby, I’m never gonna leave you
Say that you wanna be with me too
Cause I’m gonna stay through it all
So jump then fall

Jump the fall, baby
Jump then fall into me
Into me

And every time you smile, I smile
And every time you shine, I’ll shine
And every time you’re here, baby I’ll show you
I’ll show you you can jump then fall
Jump then fall
Jump then fall into me
Into me

Best Mummy Award!

2009-10-25T22:22:00.005+08:00

I know these takoyaki balls looked like shit here
but my mum specially packed it back from Ion because I wanna try it!
Awww she's so sweet, my mum made me feel like the world's fortunate fattest daughter
I got the best Mum
:) :)